I feel very replaced. I know I shouldn't but I do and it feels very horrible. The worst part is the person I feel replaced by is someone who I would definatly consider a friend and it is causing me to despise her. I don't want to though, I really just want to be ok with it but my jeliousy is getting the best of me. God would definatly not approve of what goes through my mind about this person at times and I know this because I don't even approve. I mean whenever I catch the thoughts I reassure myself that this person isn't trying to hurt me and its definatly not what it seems to be. Though that reassurance doesn't change the way I feel. It's as though everyone has just forgotten about me and could now care less if I was there because shes there and well shes just better then me. I know thats not the case and if I told anyone the complete story they would just say " Thats not how it is Sarah, we care about you just as much. " That doesn't change the way I feel though. Thats my problem though I've just got to learn to deal with this feeling I guess.

If I look around a room full of people there would not be one person who isn't special to someone. Whether they are a parent, sibling, uncle, aunt, cousin or simply just a friend they hold a place in someones heart. Now if you think about the people who are important to you, think about how you would feel if someone took there life by something as reckless as getting behind the wheel drunk. People make up excuses such as "I only had one drink" or "It's only a block away" but the facts are after one drink your still impaired and just because its only a block away doesn't mean there aren't any pedestrians at risk. If you get decide to drive well you are drunk you are putting not only your own life in danger you are also putting those who haven't decided to drink and who are loved and cherished by many others at risk. Keep in mind cars are like weapons, would you trust yourself with a gun while your drunk?