I feel very replaced. I know I shouldn't but I do and it feels very horrible. The worst part is the person I feel replaced by is someone who I would definatly consider a friend and it is causing me to despise her. I don't want to though, I really just want to be ok with it but my jeliousy is getting the best of me. God would definatly not approve of what goes through my mind about this person at times and I know this because I don't even approve. I mean whenever I catch the thoughts I reassure myself that this person isn't trying to hurt me and its definatly not what it seems to be. Though that reassurance doesn't change the way I feel. It's as though everyone has just forgotten about me and could now care less if I was there because shes there and well shes just better then me. I know thats not the case and if I told anyone the complete story they would just say " Thats not how it is Sarah, we care about you just as much. " That doesn't change the way I feel though. Thats my problem though I've just got to learn to deal with this feeling I guess.